

All The Kinky Things I Never Imagined
Originally written in 2012 He told me the movie “Secretary” was important to his life. I promptly agreed to date him. The conversations,...


Devour Me With Reckless Abandon
Another letter written to a lover because I like for them to know exactly how I feel. Dear Lover, You should know that when you walk up...


An 11 Course Meal
A few years back I dated the most dapper pilot I've ever seen in my life. Here's an excerpt from one of our encounters. He told me that...


When You Finally Fuck Your Childhood Crush
It’s so interesting what happens when you fuck your childhood crush. Whether it be the captain of the football team from 8th grade or the...


Chemistry Has a Taste. It's Chocolate!
Chemistry is an interesting and fascinating thing. You can’t plan for it. You can’t anticipate it. No matter who a person is, what they...


The Nature of Love and Fucks
I want to share some of my thoughts about the nature of loving and fucking, as I see it. You know what I'm talking about right. When some...


Suck Harder
One night, because my cycle wanted to fuck with me and I did not have any Instead Softcups and I just cannot fuck a man while blood is...


Raw Sex and Unabashed Expression
Two years ago I wrote the following desire....... I want a website and community that explores sexuality unabashedly. I don’t want cute...


The Pleasure of You...
I tend to write letters to my lovers. I like them to know exactly how the experience of them makes me feel. This one was initially...


If You Think of a Blow Job When You Meditate
An excerpt from my journal in 2012 while participating in a 10 Day Silent & Meditative Retreat at The Dervish Center in upstate New...